You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And You're the perfect thing to see.
And you play your card, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.
And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
Cause you're my everything.
yeah, yeah
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
"Religion is the opiate of the people." - Karl Marx -
"If God did not exist, it would be necessary to invent Him."
- Voltaire -
I agree with both of them.
; only one
Monday, September 27, 2004
Guess what!! I said Hi to Joce today! Its a BIG achievement considering the fact that Im Always dumbfounded when I see her or even when Im standing beside her in the bus on our way to school!! hahas.. no joke! Flea, who was just beside me just had to blurt out quite loud, "OMG, I swear she's very pretty!" -Not to sure if Joce heard it though. hehez-
; only one
Bleak... I got my Prelim results and it suxs! sighhh...
I flunked my History...[Nearly flunked].
Very very dissapointed with it. Sighh...
Paper 1: 41/100
Paper 2: ? [The most is 55/100]
Overall Grade: E
I flunk my Economics... [once again, nearly flunked]
Paper 1: 15/30
Paper 2: 19/50
Paper 3: 32/75
Overall Grade: AO Pass. [43/100]
Barely scraped through for GP.
Paper 1: 27/50
Paper 2: 23/50
Overall Grade: D7/C6? [50/100]
Havn't got back my Literature. Sighh...
~Will I Ever Make It for my A's, My Lord?~
Currently Im in love with this song, "These Words". Its so funky!! =p
~These Words~
Threw some coins together
The combination D-E-F
It's who I am, it's what I do
No one's gonna let it down for you
Try to focus my attention
But I feel so A-D-E
I need some help, some inspiration
(But it's not coming easily)
Whoah oh...
Trying to find the magic
Trying to write a classic
Don't you know, don't you know, don't you know?
Waste-bin full of paper
Clever rhymes, see you later
These words are my own
From my heart flown
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you...
Read some Byron, Shelly and Keats
Resited in over a Hip-Hop beat
I'm having trouble saying what I mean
With dead poets and drum machines
I know I had some studio time booked
But I couldn't find a killer hook
Now you're gonna raise the bar right up
Nothing I write is ever good enough
These words are my own
From my heart flown
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you...
I'm getting off my stage
The curtains pull away
No hyper bowl to hide behind
My naked soul exposes
Whoah.. oh.. oh.. oh.. Whoah.. oh..
Trying to find the magic
Trying to write a classic
Waste-bin full of paper
Clever rhymes, see you later
These words are my own
From my heart flown
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you...I love you, is that okay...?
-Natasha Beningfield-
; only one
Sunday, September 26, 2004
Posers! hahas...
; only one

Legs? Guess who's who!
; only one

Beautiful Lady! hehez =p
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Best Friends Forever. =p
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Me and Fate. My Bestest Gal-Fwen since Sec school!
; only one

Best Friends Forever. =p
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After feasting over the mooncakes. =p
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~I want my tears to turn into diamonds...~
I want my tears to turn into diamonds,
As I sail across the sea.
I want my love to melt inside you,
As their hatred melts in me.
I want to understand you,
But first I must know Me.
-SuzyRazorBlade-
~Forget~
Forget all the things we talked about,
Forget all the things i said to you,
Forget everythg that ever mattered,
Most importantly, Forget about Me too.
My Love
Has been Forgotten
Forsaken
For-So-Long
Damnation is
My only Friend.
-Forsaken Destination-
; only one
Thursday, September 23, 2004
~Ascension~
And if I go...
While you're still here...
Know that I live on,
Vibrating to a different measure,
-behind a thin veil you cannot see through.
You will not see me...
So you must have faith.
I'll wait for the time
when we can be together again,
-both aware of each other:
Until then, live your life to its fullest.
And when you miss me,
Just whisper my name in your heart...
I will be there.
-S. E. Adam-
; only one
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
My Dad's paternal guardian passed away today. Sighh...
May God Bless his Soul and Forgive him of his sins and wrongdoings and may he be placed amongst those who are Thankful to the Lord (Mukmineen Mukminat). Amin.
I've been having images of Death in recurrence recently in my Life. Is it a sign... or perhaps...
; only one
Monday, September 20, 2004
My Loveable Family. =p
; only one
Sunday, September 19, 2004
AloHa! Sorry for not updating my blog for the past two days. Been rather tired and busy actually... Hehez... Anw just to wrap things up, Friday was the MOST Tiring day in my entire Life! I was so drained that day that I slept nearly 12 hrs thereafter. Like c'mon, there were 2 papers on 1 single day and its like History and Econs! Sheesh! Tell me about it manx!
But, I had lotsa fun yest!! weeeeeeeee!! Was suppose to go out with Miss Flea and WenHui, but in the end Flea cldnt make it cos she got menst! rarrh... So it was just me and Hui! But I tell ya, it was damn fun!!! First, we met at Borders. Browsed through some books and guess wat!! I bought a book entitled, "The Word". Its more controversial than The Da Vinci Code and the funny thg is that it precedes The DVC and was once and International Bestseller too! oooh well, cant blame us also cos we were born in 1986 when the book was first published in 1972! Woah thats a looooong time ago!
Anw after that, we went to Taka to get a drink before heading down to Heerens! We soooooooo wanted to take Neo prints, BUT there was a whole lot of people. So we decided to skip it. In the end, we roam about HMV. And guess what, there was this guy that was called Wuha! I swear, when I first saw the album, I thought it was Nuha! But ooh well, guess she isnt famous afterall! hahahahs...
Thereafter we went to dine at ThaiExpress! The foood was very nice! hehez.. But we soon lost apetite when some inconsiderate Singaporeans began shouting at the Sales Manager just because her staff forget to clean the table and thus caused a stain on one of the girls blouse! Like c'mon Lady, You should have checked the table and chairs before sitting down and not blame on the Staffs! And for God sake, she was so 'cina-fied' speaking in 'ChingChong' English!! Sheeesh! The worst thing is she dare to say its a cheap blouse. WHY make a big fuss out of it in the first place!!! Dumbo!!
So much for the nice food, thereafter we went to Kino!! Hahahs.. along the way, we talked alot of things like going England, meeting Flea in Australia and lotsa other crap! sooo funny! poor Hui, she wanted to get this book entitled, "The History of Words." But in the end, she didnt. After browsing over more books, we went to Far East Plaza before heading to DFS Galleria! Guess what, I forced Hui to take the longest escalator there which stretches for about 4 storeys high even though she was afraid of heights. I just had to lie to her by telling her it was the only escalator available when there was actually a level by level escalator and that there wasnt any lift when it actiually exist. She was sooooo traumatised by the experience that less than halfway along the ride, she actually sat down and hold on to the railing really tight and closed her eyes! hahahahs.. OMG, it was a classic mmt! Should have video-taped it on camera manz! hahahas..
After going through DFS Galleria, we headed back to Taka. There we stopped to take a rest and watch a Capoeira performance! It was damn coool! To those who dont know what Capoeira is, its actually a Brazilian form of a martial art dance. It was very nice and very swift! Totally enjoyed it!! Thereafter, we met Chee Yun and went to Star Bucks. While both of them had drinks, I indulged myself in the hot Brownie! hehez. soo fun!
Like all good things, this to must come to an end. Soon, my mum came to pick me up at abt 9. hahahs.. ooh well... It was a very wonderful day! I enjoy it to the max!! hehez. Thanks Hui for rawking my day with your foolishness and crappiness. hahahs It was worthied!
~Mantra for the day: Why does Shit happens?!~
To Her: I Miss You.
; only one
Thursday, September 16, 2004
Recently, I read the LJ of a few of my friends and realised how perception can cause major discords among friendship and relationship. Truly, being on the side of a friend may cause your perception to be bias. But then, when things go wrong, should we blame only a particular person? Should we find a scapegoat? And what role do we play in the event that our friend gets hurt? Should we degrade the victimiser? Or should we seek to understand what went wrong?
To my dear friends, pls do not be angry with Her... Things may have not worked out btw us, but indeed it takes two hands to clap. Perhaps it was my own faults too that leads us to such situation. Let us Forgive and Pray for Her well-being.
I Pray For You
You're so far away
The road is yours
You leave me here with my songs.
If there is anything real, in this world
It's that I have always loved you.
I will pray for you,
That every road you take in life is easy.
And that God is always good to you.
And whoever you love in this life,
Is true to you.
My heart will always be with you on that road you take
You may say that my songs are old and sad.
But they are all I have.
You're still so far away
I will pray That God will be fair and good to you,
And whoever you love in your life
Is true to you
-My Lord, Forgive us of our trespasses as we Forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation. Amen.~
; only one
-bish- I cant seem to get myself down to studying these few days. Im so drained from the exams! My brain is so fried! sHeesh! Anw, just to wrap thgs up, econs was rather fine yest. I believe it was an easy paper but many of us screwed it up cos we didnt expect such questions to appear. Oooh well, for me, I did 2 and 1/2 qns! Die liaoz. hahahs.. I didnt had time to end the last half of my essay. So 12 marks gone! Lit was considerably manageable today. But I shant be too over-confident about it though cos seriously I never passed beyond a C for Lit. Sheesh!
Anw, I've been reading about near-death experiences recently especially that from a psychological point of view. Its sooooo interesting. Geex! I know I should be studying, but I just cant help it for the fact that I experienced it yest!
Well, I shall leave u guys for now with this wonderful poem. Its very touching, at least to me. =p
When Im Gone...
When I'm gone from your side,
And all your tears have been dried ...
Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow;
I am the diamond glints on snow;
I am the sunlight on ripened grain;
I am the gentle autumn's rain.
When you awaken in the morning hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft star that shines at night.
And when you stroll in the evening hours,
And smell the aroma of beautiful flowers;
There'll be no need to sob and cry ...
I am not there, I did not die!
-Love you guys-
; only one
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
OMG!! Guess what! I had the most weirdest experience in my entire life just now. Like seriously. I swear! See, I was sleeping in my parents bedroom just now, on a Queen's size bed. Now in my dream, I actually saw myself sleeping. Its as if my soul was watching over my body that is asleep.
That was only the beginning. The eeerie part came when I actually felt that I was asleep. My mind tells me that Im sleeping. It as if you are in a stage between dream and reality, where you are at the point of entering a dream, but still you are conscious of the reality that surrouds you. I mean, for example I realised that it was raining and I could actually hear the rain falling. Its as if my dream is about whats happening in reality. Now the worst part was I actually felt my heart slowing down, beating very slowly... Its as if time suddenly stop for a moment and I could only feel my heartbeat. I could feel that Im actually gonna DIE! Like seriously, I Swear! I could actually feel that moment when you're about to breathe in your last breath..... but ultimately, my heart resumes to beat faster than before after I breathe in that 'last breath'. That was when I was awoken by the rapid beat of my heart and therefore I was breathing quite hard.
My God, I panted like hell after that! Can you imagine yourself on the verge on Death! Well I did! Mhmmm..I wouldnt consider it as a bad experience though because at that 'last moment', I felt an ease in my entire being... It was so peaceful... I really felt as if it was time for me to go... And the funny thing is I wasnt all to scared abt it. BUT I was brought back to reality by the sudden rapid beat in my heart. I guess my time wasn't up yet. But I have to say, its the most weirdest experience I've ever had in my entire Life!
So ppl, lesson to be learn. Live Life to the Fullest. Truly Life is not that suckie after all if you were to think carefully about it. Well here's something that I would love to share with you guys. Do ponder over it.=P
~ Life is a gift. A wondrous gathering of atoms and molecules into an incredible being; capable of experiencing our own existence. While we live this experience we must be thankful for it and live it fully. When it ends, we return to what we were before it began. What we create and leave behind us is our gift to those who will follow us. We return to the universe as we came from it, to be recreated, and recycled into the Infinite All.~
; only one
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Alooz! mHmmm... History was rather fine today. But I dont think I can do well for it as before. hahas Like c'mon, I spend the last 15 mins on my Source-Based question when its required of you to spend at least 50 mins on it! See the difference?! hahahas.. oooh well I cant be bothered liaoz. But I have to admit, the Source-based was rather easy this time round than before. hehez.
And guess wat! I did a broad-based question for one of the essays! hahahs I guess im the only one who did that manz!! hur hur. Hiyaaa like watever can! This is what I call "desperation"! Of all the 7 essay questions, I can only safely do 2 questions when Im required to do 3! Sighh... So in the end I chose the broad-based qns on Liberalism and Nationalism! -te ne- Anw, the other 2 essays should be "rather okay".. Yeps! Im counting on both of them to at least help me pass and get me over the edge of failure! Sheeesh..
Ahh well, no point rabbling abt it. Its over! Im having my Econs essay exam tml! I really hope the questions would be to my advantage this time round unlike Mid years! That was a killer manz! Really cheat my feelingS manz! hahahs
Mhmm kLah, I think i better get back to studying! See ya guys ard! -Love ya-
P.S. Im damn pissed with my tag board! I cant tag anythg -sobz-
-To Hui: Pls take care! Dun fall to ill. Get well soon!-
; only one
Monday, September 13, 2004
Blah... Lit was a KILLER! To quote Flea, it was like "Oh My God!!!" Seriously, I think Doctor is crazy! But then again, She has always been! hahas.
See, when I first received the paper, my first reaction was like, "Oh Shit! Nocturnal is given as the contextual question for Donne!" So being me, I tried to do that question. I spend an hour figuring what Nocturnal is all about and link it to the notion of Death. Clearly I failed! And guess what, I did on Metaphysical Conceits in the end instead! Like what the hell! I wasted an hr on a poem I love but barely understand! Shikes! Not only that, I started my essay only at 3 p.m...and No I didnt start on Donne, I started on Measure for Measure! God what's wrong with me! I wasted my time on Donne and I began with M4M. Bleak. Anw, I was very satisfied with my M4M, so I hope I score for that! =p
Lemme see, I only started on Donne like around 4 o'clock. Sighh.. I knew nuts abt the Metaphyisical Conceits in the Religious Poetry! Can Death be considered as a Conceit??? siGhh.. perhaps Not. But I dont think Im gonna fail Donne. I hopeful on that!
Antony and Cleopatra was the Worst!! Like seriously! Whats the definition of Politicians and Soldiers! Think its easy! Your Head ah! Nvm with that, whats the meaning of Servitude!! blaah.. anw i attempted the one of Politician and Soldier. and Walah, its a whole lump of crap with not a single quote at all!! Im definitely gonna flop this question for the fact that I didnt even finished it cause I left it to the last 15 mins!!! Sheesh.
Well ThaTs all about it. Looks like Im not gonna make it for it! Sighhh.. Gonna have my History Paper 1 tml. I always wonder why I cannot score for Lit despite it being my favourite subject! Bleak. Ooh well, I'll just have to try harder next time.
Ok Im off to studying. Chioaz. -Love You Guys-
; only one
Bluegh... Im gonna have my Lit paper in abt 3 hrs time and here I am blogging. I think Im gonna fall sick. Sighh. Feli is beside me, laughing at me cause im aint 'mugging' when Im supposed too. Well look at the bright side Adam, everyone else in the room is blogging too, including You, Miss Flea! hahas.
Mhmm lemme see, I've already finished my revision on Antony and Cleopatra. I really hope the questions will be to my advantage. Ooooh, I cant wait to see the questions on Donne too. Sighh.. Pray hard that I will make it for Paper 1 this time rd; nearly flunged it during the mid years manz! Oooooh shucks, i still have one more book to revise.. mhmm actually more of memorising the quotes. M4M! Yeps! I called it the 'flowery' version of Kama Sutra. haha its soooo sensual! ahhh well, thats lit for u.
Okok, I better get back to studying. Will blog again later after exams. Chioaz.
-Love You Guys-
P.S. "If the great gods be just, they shall assist the deeds of justest men."
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Sunday, September 12, 2004
Sighhh... Im having Lit. Paper 1 tml and I cant seem to get myself sleep. Too many thgs on my mind right now i guess... Sheesh. Oooh well, at least i have my lovely blog to keep me company. Oooooh Hui is onLine! hehez.. can chat with her also.
As much as She has done to hurt me, I'll still forgive her. There's no room in my heart for grudges or revenge. She's a sweet gal. Perhaps it was my fault that things turn out this way. Sighh.. God noes.
Anw, here's somethg for u guys to ponder abt;Donne's poem on Canonization. It's one of my favourites. =p
For God's sake hold your tongue, and let me love,
Or chide my palsy, or my gout,
My five grey hairs, or ruin'd fortune flout,
With wealth your state, your mind with arts improve,
Take you a course, get you a place,
Observe his Honour, or his Grace,
Or the King's real, or his stamped face
Contemplate, what you will, approve,
So you will let me love.
Alas, alas, who's injur'd by my love?
What merchant's ships have my sighs drown'd?
Who says my tears have overflow'd his ground?
When did my colds a forward spring remove?
When did the heats which my veins fill
Add one more to the plaguy bill?
Soldiers find wars, and lawyers find out still
Litigious men, which quarrels move,
Though she and I do Love.
Call us what you will, we are made such by Love;
Call her one, me another fly,
We'are Tapers too, and at our own cost die,
And we in us find the'eagle and the dove.
The Phoenix riddle hath more wit
By us; we two being one, are it.
So, to one neutral thing both sexes fit,
We die and rise the same, and prove
Mysterious by this Love.
We can die by it, if not live by love,
And if unfit for tombs and hearse
Our legend be, it will be fit for verse;
And if no piece of chronicle we prove,
We'll build in sonnets pretty rooms;
As well a well-wrought urn becomes
The greatest ashes, as half-acre tombs,
And by these hymns all shall approve
Us canoniz'd for Love.
And thus invoke us: "You, whom reverend love
Made one another's hermitage;
You, to whom love was peace, that now is rage;
Who did the whole world's soul contract, and drove
Into the glasses of your eyes
(So made such mirrors, and such spies,
That they did all to you epitomize)
Countries, Towns, Courts: Beg from above
A pattern of your love!"
1633
P.S. -Strangles Hui- She left me alone online! rarrh..
; only one
~ My Lord, My God, I resign my fate and destiny duely Unto Thee. Amen ~
; only one
This post is dedicated to She, whom Im with... or was With.
Maroon 5
She Will Be Loved
Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times
but somehowI want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
; only one
Sighhhh... Okok i know i should be studying instead of creating a blog! but hey, I really miss blogging...! Alas i can vent out my frustration and anger! Wuhoooo!
mHmmm.. tried calling Feli, but i cldnt seem to get her! Wonder whats wrong with her.. Sheesh.. suppose to go out and study today. Mhmmm wonder if Hui is at the airport. -ponder ponder-
Oooooh btw, I would love to thank my dear friends for helping me go through the obstacles in my 'love life'! Wonder if i Even got any in the first place! Shant blabber much abt that. But really, Thanks for being there for me when i really needed it. Special Thanks be given to Nuha, Feli (Miss Flea), Hui and Shu Yun! You gUys rawk! Muacks!
Okok.. I better get back to studying! Sheeesh.. oooooooH look what my mum got me! NASI LEMAK! hahahs kk.. gonna feast myself first before i study!
-Love You guys-
; only one
Saturday, September 11, 2004
I Need You ( That Thing You Do)
I never thought my life would end up quite this way
Sometimes it's hard to figure out what I should say
I've try too long to mend this broken heart
I need you
That thing you do
When we're apart I find it very hard to smile
You know the other girls had never been my style
Well There's a feeling that I get when I'm with you
I need you
That thing you do
I could search around the world only to find
The only thing I need is you, right by my side
There's a feeling that I get when I'm with you
Oh woe woe
That thing you do
I could search around the world, only to find
The only thing I need is you, right by my side
I never thought my life would end up quite this way
Sometimes it's hard to figure out what I should say
I've tried too long to mend this broken heart
I need you
That thing you do
Ohhhh I need you
That thing you doOoOoO
~True Love is a Figment of One's Own Imagination~
; only one
This post is dedicated to She Whom I loved and She Whom Im With, both of Whom i Love dearly and treasure deeply within my heart...
She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes:
Thus mellowed to that tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies.
One shade the more, one ray the less,
Had half impaired the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress,
Or softly lightens o'er her face;
Where thoughts serenely sweet express
How pure, how dear their dwelling-place.
And on that cheek, and o'er that brow,
So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,
The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent!
(We all live, we all die but the end is not a good-bye.The sun comes up, seasons change. Through it all, love remains. An eternal burning flame, hope lives on and love remains.)
She Whom I loved may have left me, but She also leaves Someone special for me to Love, She Whom Im with Now.
; only one
Holy Sonnet XVII
Since she whom I lovd, hath paid her last debt
To Nature, and to hers and my good is dead,
And her soul early into heaven ravished,
Wholly in heavenly things my mind is sett.
Here the admiring her my mind did whett
To seek thee God; so streams do show the head;
But though I have found thee, and thou my thirst hast fed,
A holy thirsty dropsy melts me yett.
But why should I beg more love, when as thou
Dost woo my soul, for hers off'ring all thine:
And dost not only fear lest I allow
My love to saints and angels, things divine,
But in thy tender jealousy dost doubt
Least the world, flesh, yea Devill, put thee out? - Donne
This post is dedicated to someone special in my Life. She whom I loved has now left me.. She left me without a word... without a sign... without a smile. sighhh My Lord, My God, You took her away from me before i could even tell her of my Love, before i even held her hands and put her in my arms. You left me dangling in this world, without hope, without answer, without direction......
Just when i thought everythg was gone, Both of You came along once again. Both of You gave me new Hope when i was despaired; Both of You gave me new Answer when i was confused; and Both of You gave me new Direction when i was lost. My prayers are finally heard once again...
Its amazing how YOU, whom I Loved. cld bring two persons alive together... Is this truly what You planned For... Is this just a game my Lord? Perhaps love has evolved into a new dimension. Perhaps, the Girl whom Im with now was truly meant for me. Perhaps, You whom I Loved was just an intsrument to Bring us together. If this be So, then it is so, not by our will, but by Thee oh Lord.
Help me, Give me strength to carry On. I lay my fate and destiny duely Unto Thee.
To the Girl whom Im with now, I've learned to Accept You and to Love You now. Forgive me had i doubted You before. I was just searching for the Truth.
She whom I Loved shall always remain dear in my heart.
; only one