You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And You're the perfect thing to see.
And you play your card, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.
And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
Cause you're my everything.
yeah, yeah
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
Thursday, December 30, 2004
I saw myself in old age,
Lying on a king size bed,
All alone,
Eyes closed,
Relieving past memories,
As I wait for Death,
Not knowing when I will go...
or where I will go.
Tears streamed down my eyes,
As I saw You in my mind.
I wish I could hold Your hands,
And keep You beside me,
But You're miles away,
Attending to Your kiddies,
And I, an old hag,
Lying on a king size bed,
All alone,
Eyes closed,
Relieving past memories,
As I wait for Death,
Not knowing when I will go...
or where I will go.
The thought of death is relieving,
For I have waited this moment all my life,
It is finally coming...
To rescue me from this misery of life.
Do not mourn upon my death,
Save those tears,
For the happiest moment of my life,
Is that single moment when I die.
Don't worry;
For in Truth, Im not alone...
I have those memories you gave me,
To keep me company.
How could I be alone then?
Go, for Your husband needs You,
Leave me here,
Lying on a king size bed,
For I'm NOT alone,
Even as my eyes are closed,
For I'm relieving OUR past memories,
As I wait for Death,
To take me to Heaven,
So that I may pray,
For Your safe return...
There, with Me.
- H.A. Adam -
; only one
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
I've gone to so many battle fronts,
And not once have I encountered failure.
But today, I fell upon my knees and prayed to God,
For I have lost so dearly in this battle for love.
For once I'm weakened and distraught,
My knees are weak,
My heart is trembling,
My soul is leaving.
I've lost...and now I'm lost.
Love does not recognise me anymore,
As I knock on its door once again.
O empty heart, why do you still keep beating...
Here me, O new Lovers
As I speak,
Seek to love and be love
For there is no greater glory...
than to be in Love.
My day is coming to an end,
The love that I once knew is setting,
Darkness is around the corner,
And I see no moon shining.
This is my destiny,
To love and only to love.
No one understands...
No one will understand.
- H.A. Adam -
; only one
Excerpts from the Media Release
Monday, 27 December 2004
http://www.redcross.org.sg/press_bayofbengal_appeal.htm
Humanitarian Assistance To The Victims of the Bay of Bengal Earthquake and Tidal Waves
The Singapore Red Cross hopes to raise Singapore dollars, One Million (S$1,000,000) for this appeal.
The Singapore Red Cross requests donation for the affected countries. The money donated to this emergency appeal will be used to fund purchases and direct delivery of emergency items like medicine and first aid, food parcels and other relief supplies for the displaced and homeless victims.
The public can send their donations:
1) By cheque. Please address the cheque to "Singapore Red Cross Society" and indicate behind the cheque "Tidal Waves Asia". Include name, address and telephone number at the back of the cheque as a receipt will be sent to you.
Post the Cheque to:Singapore Red Cross, Red Cross House, 15 Penang Lane, Singapore 238486
2) Donors may wish to come personally to make a donation (either by cash or by cheque) at the Red Cross House, 15 Penang Lane between 9.00am to 5.30pm on weekdays and from 9.30am to 12.30pm on Saturdays.
3) Donors may also make on-line donation at DBS website @ https://internet-banking.dbs.com.sg/
For more information, please contact us @ 6334 9152 / 6334 9153 / 6336 0269.
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- Mantra for the day: What You Want Is What You Don't Get! -
; only one
O' listen to tis hearts's echo,
How it yearns to be with thee,
O' can u feel not its desire to be loved,
Despaired and forsaken is tis heart,
Lost in the ocean of time,
As it wanders in the midst of misery,
Only to find Love in the comfort of itself.
In Loneliness...
And in deep solitude.
- H.A. Adam -
; only one
Sunday, December 26, 2004
Heyooo everyone!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!
[A Belated one that is...]
hahas I just came back from Bintan! My God, the first thing I hrd frm the news was that a major earthquake has strucked Indonesia and it affected nearly the whole of Asia! Thank God, we were not affected by it. My sincerest condolences to all the families of the affected victims. =(
-May God Bless the souls of the departed ones on this blessed season-
Fate is a very mysterious subject dont you guys think! Sighhh.. do we really have a choice in life? Are we pretty sure enough that the 'choices we made' are not predestined by the One above? What if all this was really a stage play as Shakespeare said! What if all of us were merely puppets of a divine play? What if ... What if ...
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Alas Im back! Hahas, yeps! From today onwards, I'll start blogging! I've been getting death threats from my fwens for not blogging! Sheesh! SO here I am once again, telling you about my life story... hahas
Weeeee, Xmas's coming! Im sooo happy! Thank God I've got all my Xmas gifts for my fwens, so I need not worry too much! I really cant wait for Xmas!! But tooo bad Im not celebrating it in Singapore! Will be off coast by then! hahahs dun bother asking where will be, and No for your info, I wont be in Italy, at least not for this year. Buhoooo... =(
Have you people ever wondered? Two people can be best friends, but at one point or another one of them will fall for the other. Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe … just maybe … forever. Sometimes, we look far and beyond for love when that person could be just standing right in front of us. But Im sure, each one of us too will find it quite unlikely or even near impossible for best friends to get together in a relationship. I don't deny it, yet perhaps if we really look at it, its we, ourselves who makes it impossible or quite unlikely. If we could take an extra effort to fall in love and create a bond with a stranger out of friendship, why cant we take that same effort to do the same with our best friends? As Rahul says Kuch Kuch Hota Hai, "Love is Friendship". =p
To love your best friend is truly dangerous, I admit. There are so many implications, awkwardness, perhaps not between the ones in love but within their circle of friends and definitely trials and tribulations. I guess love that stems out from close friendship suffers even greater tests of love. Its easy to fall in love, says who? hahas ...
There are so many things in life we did that ends with a regret. But the greatest regret between best friends would be the many times we look at that someone only as our best friend and not as someone who could make us unbelievably happy. Regrets usually come with "If Only..." hahas yeps! "If Only...we could this..." or "If Only... we could do that..." These are the many "Ifs" in life as they say. Yet after all this years, these "Ifs" usually will always remain as "Ifs". We may be brave and strong in other fields of life, but when it comes to taking this step, we automatically become weak.
Now close your eyes and imagine this... Imagine there are thousands of endless roads and among those you see two strangers walking and tredding on their own path; slowly and gayly. Without notice and the awareness of each individuals, they met at a cross road, wondering where to go next. Being afraid that they will get lost, they reach out to each other's hands and began walking together on the same road... but Fate has its own ways to make a story... and so without their apparent notice, they reached another crossroads. The strength they gathered from being close friends however allowed them to be brave once again and hence they bid farewell to each other and took different paths altogether. But the obstacles and tribulations they faced on their own path was too harsh and by chance it led them to meet each other once more... but the promise of being together forever comes with a decision to hard for them to make. Imagine now they are both together at the edge of a cliff. There is a deep valley which seperates the cliff they are on with the other. In order to be together, they must take that bold step to jump across to the other side together, for the other side is full of greenery and its promises more joy and freedom. Yet, they remain weak... and even when one decides that they should choose to jump together, the other refuses. And for that, it strained their friendship causing them to turn away once again... and take the different paths altogether. One to the right and the other to the left, each finding its own way across the never-ending road of life only to regret one day and say in their hearts, "If Only we had chose to jump together..."
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