Monday, July 07, 2008
it's for our own good
it's for your own good
i know myself better than you do
you dont know me well enough yet
there is just some things i cant tell you about
some things i've been keeping from you
and it's better off that way
im not gonna say ever
all the things i did
they werent to spite you, i swear
i had to keep you away from me
it's not a choice okay?
just trust me on this
you're a great guy
i know
but someone better deserves you not me
im sorry
; only one
Prayer
We give thanks to the Lord for what He has given us,
And we give thanks to the Lord for what He has not given us.
Truly, He alone knows best and He decides the best for us.
It’s not in our prerogative to choose.
We pray to the Lord, give us the strength of acceptance.
We pray to the Lord, give us the strength to persevere.
We pray to the Lord bless those who are against us,
bless those who make us their enemies,
bless those who seek to defame us,
bless those who erred us and bless those who neglect us.
Give us acceptance of our faith and let us not waver in our prayers for them.
O’ Lord, grant us peace. Grant us humility.
Grant us sincerity. Grant us unconditional love.
May all be well. May all be well. May all be well.
Though our journey in life may be alone, know that He is with us always.
"And He is nearer to you than your two jugular veins."
; only one
Sunday, July 06, 2008
Song of the Sea
The first time I saw you,
It was like a dream come true,
My heart began to flutter,
And my entire speech was a stutter.
You have such beautiful eyes,
Of which I cannot deny,
So mesmerized I was by your beauty,
That I wonder; is this reality?
Though your arms were in pain,
You still met me without disdain,
And you never failed to smile,
Even though we strolled for a mile.
I pulled you closer to me,
As we sat to gaze the sea,
And as the wind blew,
I whispered my love to you.
As if by divine will,
The sea grew still,
And in a moment of bliss,
Our lips met in a loving kiss.
I pray; do not leave me,
And go astray without me,
Let’s work together,
And overcome all odds together.
I love you Aisyah. Always will do.
; only one
Saturday, July 05, 2008
Come What May (Nicole Kidman & Ewan McGregor)
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day!
; only one
Thursday, July 03, 2008
I Say A Little Prayer
The moment I wake up
Before I put on my makeup
I say a little prayer for you
While combing my hair, now
And wondering what dress to wear, now
I say a little prayer for you
Forever, forever, you'll stay in my heart
And I will love you
Forever, forever, we never will part
Oh, how I'll love you
Together, together, that's how it must be
To live without you
Would only be heartbreak for me
I run for the bus, dear
While riding I think of us, dear
I say a little prayer for you
At work, I just take time
And all through my coffee break-time
I say a little prayer for you
Forever, forever, you'll stay in my heart
And I will love you
Forever, forever we never will part
Oh, how I'll love you
Together, together, that's how it must be
To live without you
Would only be heartbreak for me
I say a little prayer for you
I say a little prayer for you
Forever, forever, you'll stay in my heart
And I will love you
Forever, forever we never will part
Oh, how I'll love you
Together, together, that's how it must be
To live without you
Would only be heartbreak for me
My darling, believe me
For me there is no one
But you ....
; only one
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
I will always love you,
in silence and virtue..
; only one
2nd July 99,
A day to be remembered forever.
Blessed is the day,
When thy soul departed,
To be admitted into the heavenly realms,
Beyond doubt, beyond qualms.
We will always love you sweet brother,
Always, and like none other.
May God bless and sanctify your soul forever.
; only one
Goodbye My Love
I think it's time to say goodbye
My heart can't take it no more
All I want to do is be with you
And knowing I can't has me so torn
I want to feel you next to me
I want to feel your touch
It's forbidden fruit for us
It's all become too much
I have to set you free
Cause I want too much from you
I want more then either of us can give
And nothing else will do
I love you with all that I am
I love you with all my heart
I'll love you every day of my life
Please know this tears me apart
It hurts me deeply to say these words
I wish things were not this way
Why couldn't things be different
Why is goodbye all that's left to say
Cynthia A Wenzel
Copyright ©2008 Cynthia Ann Wenzel
; only one
I love you the way I love my Lord even though I have not seen Him with my physical eye nor knew Him physically on Earth. But does that mean such love is not strong and possible? If man can love God without seeing him, why can't he love a woman he hasn't seen also?
; only one
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
"The roads towards success is a lonely one. So brace yourself."
; only one
Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I nedd a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once -
Be calm, only by a clam consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours
- Ludvig Van Beethoven
Though written by Beethoven to his secret lover, in it spells every word I feel for you Aisyah.
I love you...and so do you, I know.
; only one
Monday, June 30, 2008
"I want to be that girl he's scared to lose,
the one that he can't walk away from knowing she's mad at him,
the one who he can't fall asleep without her voice being the last one he hears
the one he wouldn't know what to do without
I'm just so sorry that I'm not a damsel in distress.
That I'm not waiting around for my prince to save me.
I stopped believing in fairy tales a long time ago. Know why?
Because when my prince came into my life, he left me for a prettier princess.
There is no such thing as happy endings... it's just a mere illusion.
A part of the story that has yet to be concluded."
Aisyah, Sunday, 3rd February 08
Every night I would ponder,
What lies for us in the yonder?
What if you do not love me as I do?
Nor believe in a future full of hue?
For I do not one anyone new,
As I am afraid to loose you.
I pray, I will not walk away,
Even if I were made to sway.
O' how I long to hear thy voice,
If only I had but once choice.
Tell me; how do I live without you
For my life is made complete with you.
I am but not a prince,
But a mere beggar with no mints.
I have only my love to offer,
Beyond that, I'm a pauper.
I cannot promise you a happy ending,
For the future is beyond my understanding.
But this I can promise you,
To love you each day like its new...
; only one